I am a very lousy boy.
Mistress has been askingfor me.
And careless as i am, i didnt answer to her.
Just had my attention elsewhere.
What a slob i am.
And Mistress became kind of worrying, i might disobey her wholly.
In fact, Mistress was very angry and dissapointed with me.
Eventually there will be no other solution for me than the noose.
Yet Mistress is indulgent to me, lets me get away with some exhortative words.
I should consider myself being a very very lucky boy although not deserving it...
I am flooded with shame.